yesterday was a VERY pleasent day i must say..
i met rH & gang...
yana came along also.. [tanx gerl for tagging along.. =D ]

firstly i tot we're gonna kene buih bcoz the plan was to go to the beach..
and its alredi afternoon & no news from them..
so i decided to kill the tym by takin a LOOONG nap.. ahakz..
but ard 3 15 my cell rang..
with my super duper slpy voice i said, " hello"
he called..
i sat straight up & said.. "ouh..ya.. wassup.."
i was trying my best not to sound slpy but too bad, i fail..
ahaha..
bla bla bla & the "outing" was on..
we were to meet them at the esplanade at 6 30pm..
a bit too late huh..? i tnyk so too..
so me & yana decided to meet up a bit earlier..

ended up we meet them at 6 00 at city hall mrt sta..
walked to the esplanade..
while walking, i bumped into izzat..
had a surprising look on his face..
[maybe becoz i look diff compare to when im in sch.. ahakz]

sat along the bay for a while ten we went to the bridge..
finding that that place is very BORING..
we settle down at cafe Gelare..
yana had waffles again & i had brownie with ice-cream.. yummy.. lol.

bout an hr later, yana had to leave..
so i send her off to the bus-stop & met the guys again..
took lots of pics.. ahakz..
ten we to arab street.. sat down at tis self-service mama shop..
drinks was on me.. we wanted to isap sheesha but tk jdi
so we proceed to the concourse for a game of pool..

left the place at ard 11 30.. got a taxi at 11 35++ & reached hume at 11 50++..
mom was alredi aslp wen i got hum..

Here are some pics tat was taken yesterday..


- yana & rC -





- us & them @ B.Sheares Bridge.. -









- chillin' @ cafe Gelare -

- a last snap before she goes hume -





- jus chillin' -

- odw to The Concourse -





- snaps before i head for hume.. =( -

- hume at last -

toodles.. =D

Pics taken during the All Gerls Outing..
- Sunday - 29.01.06 -
sori cudnt upload the pics earlier on..
the cables was with my cousin.. still.. better late then never.. =D


[ at starbucks while waiting for yana, fyza & kak nor.. ]


[ finally they arrive.. a grp pic to start of the kecoh-ness.. =p ]




[ from s.bucks to cafe Gelare.. ]






[ a bit of fun wit camey.. lol.. ]


[ and from cafe Gelare back to s.bucks AGAIN.. =P ]


[ us while waiting for the bus.. ]


[ grp pic.. to mark the end of the day.. =( ]


[ all i nid in tis life of sin is Me & My Gerlfrenz.. =Pp ]

i've always believe in karma..
do you?
here's a story for u guys..
ahakz.. wat goes around comes around ppz..
treat ppl the way u wanna be treated.. nyeh nyeh nyeh..

------------------------------------
One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed.
Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says..
"I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."
I said "WHAT!!! What was that?!"
So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear...
"You're just not in touch with my emotional needs
as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man."
She responded to my puzzled look by saying..
"Can't you just love me for who I am
and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night I went to sleep.
The very next day I opted to take the day off
from work to spend time with her.
We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping
at a big, big unnamed department store.
I walked around with her while she tried on
several different very expensive outfits.
She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'd just buy them all!
She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes,
so I said lets get a pair for each outfit.
We went to the jewelery department
where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings.

Let me tell you, she was so excited.
She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck.
I started to think she was testing me
because she asked for a tennis bracelet when
she doesn't even know how to play tennis.
I think I threw her for a loop when I said,
"That's fine, honey."

She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement.
Smiling with excited anticipation she finally said,
"I think this is all dear, lets go to the cashier."
I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out,
"No honey, I don't feel like it."
Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled,
"WHAT??!!!" I then said
"Really honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while.
You're just not in touch with my financial needs
as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman."
And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me I added,
"Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?"

lol. gd morning everyone..! =D

oh boy..
i sure haf lots of tings or rather pics to share wit u guys today..
went out today.. i had a BLAST..!! ahakz..
went out with my gerlfrenz & kak nor..
laughter was non-stop.. [as usual..]
catch up on old tyms.. gosh..
its been a while since i last saw alfiah..
i Miss with a capital M, her SO much..
took some pics or shud i say LOTS of pics.. *giggles*

earlier i met my cousin to get the cam..
it was essential.. by hook or by crook must take the cam..
even if its to the extend of meeting him at chinese grdn.. ahaha..
tings i do for my camey.. khekhe..
headed to orchard after tat to meet alfiah..
supposedly we're meeting yana, fyza & kak nor at town..
but change of plans..
went down to holland instead..
i felt kinda stupid ah coz i wear make-up for going out..
not for chillin'.. but who cares..
wat matters is tat i ENJOY the day to the fullest..

before heading off to holland to meet yana & the rest,
alfiah & me ate at far east KFC..
i had cheese fries & she had 2 piece chicken.. *yummy*
took 106 to h.village..
we headed to starbucks tynkin tat yana wants to chill there..
i had, as usual "Caremel Frap"
but again..change of plans..
she wants to chill at Gelare..
had the waffles.. wit ice-cream!! *yummy* hehe..
i was fantabulous i tell ya.. u guys shud try it some day..

ten we went back to starbucks..
ahaha.. fickle minded btol kite..
ten we went home..
cant upload the pics now coz the cables are not wit me..
so i'll upload the pics anoder day aite..?

tomorrow's gonna be anoder fun-filled day.. *i hope*
ahaha...
but tats anoder whole new story..
i'll update again tomolo.. tat is if i'm not tired ah.. =D

* wonder y is he hiding from yana.. JERK.. ahaha.. *
dun forget to tag ya'll..
toodles.. =D

hey hey..
been 4 days since i last updated my blog..
who give a shit anyway.. its not as if anyone reads my blog rite..

anyway.. wen out yesterday wit bestie, nas n nurul..
was great fun..
cudn't find the wallet tat i want.. grr..
i so badly wan tat wallet..

proceed to esplanade & i drank..
ahaha..
goodness me.. wat is becoming of me..
oh wat the hell..
he doesn't love me..
in fact, he doesn't want me anymore..

had jim bean [correct spelling?] cola..
taste lyk berburn-coke..
nice.. ahaha...
but the one i had yesterday made my chest felt hot..
ahakz.. gotta try smmore.. =D

maybe going out later..
meeting yana up n as usual i tell her a to z wat happen btw me n him..
n im sure im gonna smoke till my head goes spinning round n round..
preserverance doesnt pay off gerl..
no use waiting for sm1..
move on wit life.. its better off that way..

` how can tat suggestion even cross ur mind..? i rili duno wat to say.. `

jus wat i nid.. a long nap..
ahakz.. jus woke up from it.. & now i feel REFRESHED! =D

nothing exciting happened today.. [as usually!]
after sch me & zu headed down to the mall to chk out
for a top which looks like wat i wan.. cudn't find any..

so me & her headed down to kranji.. [wat the hell for se..?]
of coz not for horse racing.. DUH..!!
my gerlfrenz shud noe y i go there.. ahakz.. =Pp

raided the whole store.. some caught my attention..
but nah, to X for a piece..!!
i insisted tat zu get for herself smtin & i'll pay for it
and take it as a bdae gift..
but DIE-DIE she dun wan.. aiyo..
urgh.. how stubborn can she get..

end up i got myself a singlet top..
or shud i say s sleeveless top..? yes?
wateva.. doesnt matter.. wat matter is tat i like it.. =D

CNY's jus ard the corner my frenz..
have u guys prepared everything tat's needed for CNY..?

wonder wat it's like to celebrate CNY..
wud be cool to experience CNY.. ahakz..
there's jus 1 custom or shud i say a normality tat they shud keep..
keep wearing their traditional cheong sam..!!
they are BEUTIFULL i tell ya..
duno y they're not wearing it..
ppl say tat its not nice.. some say they are hot as in if u wear them,
u'll feel hot & perspire in it.. hmm..
i reeallly tnyk tat it's very pretty.. =D

gtg.. nid to do some important stuff like.. umm.. err.. umm..
watching tv..? *yikes*

nyte ya'll.. =D
toodles..

Dun reli have the mood to blog today..
So..
Here's an IQ Test for you guys.. Enjoy =D

This shud help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day... *giggles*


There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush.
By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth,
he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper
and the purchase is done.

Now..
If there is a blind man who wishes
to buy a pair of sunglasses,
how should he express himself?

Think about it carefully before scrolling down for the answer









ANSWER:
He opens his mouth and says,
"I would like to buy a pair of sunglasses."

If you got this wrong, turn off your computer, pack up your things and call it a day.
toodles..

u noe.. life is very UNPREDICTABLE..
one moment ur alive & kicking..
and the nx day u might fall prey to sickness..

i wud like to extend my condolence to my brother's gerlfrnds' family..
they jus lost a father/grandfather/great-grandfather..

*al-fathiha* [ it's a malay prayer]

he died peacefully.. in his sleep..
my brother saw him for the last tym yesterday..
& today he was gone..
kinda freaky coz my brother had a dream tat he drove a car to the cemetery [ or smting lyk tat la ]
reached their place over at woodlands at about 11 45am..
the ritual lasted for about 1 - 2 hrs probably.. i didn't keep track of the tym..

there's jus one ting tat i dun quite geddit.. all surface tat u can see ur reflection,
was covered.. why arh..? can anybody xplain tis to me..??
im a muslim & i dun even know..!! *yikes*

once the ritual was over, mom & me had our breakfast/lunch..
u'll nv noe how hungry i was.. i was starving!!
i had a big serving of nasi grg ikan bilis.. [mcm paham je tu mamak yg aku lapa!]
& mom ate nasi padang..
fuh.. delicious..!!! =D

walk ard wdlands for a while..
the shops there we pretty boring so we decided to go home,
get changed & off to paya lebar..
& boy i didn't regret it 1 bit.. ahakz..

tit a bit of shopping..! FINALLY..!!
ahakz..
bought 1 bottoms & 3 tops..! *grinning*
ahakz.. had fun hanging out wit my mommy cum sister.. hee..

ouh no..! tomorrow marks a new week of sch..!!
*sigh* gonna wear pants tomorrow.. ahakz..
tis is my 1st tym wearing pants after 7 mths+ of sch..
paise se.. LOL..
cross my fingers & hope tat i dun get laugh at by my pals..
ahakz.. *silly me*

news flash..
a guy jus hurt my best gerlfrenz feelin!!
how cud how he..!! how cud he fuckin hurt her..!
goddamit..!! u'll get ur jus dessert jerk.. jus u wait..
maybe not today, not tomorrow & maybe not anytym soon..
but u see, u'll get the pay back some how..
JUS U WAIT... !!!! JERK...!!!

gerlfren..
be strong aite..? god must had plan ur life lyk tis for a reason..
everything happens for a reason..
believe in karma.. "wat goes ard comes ard.."
wit ur looks n awesome personality.. im sure u can find n get a guy 10 tyms better ten him..
i noe tat u LOVE him ever so passionately & he's ur ONE..
i truely undrstd tat it's hard for u too forget him but try..
coz after wat he has done to u.. no use clinging onto hym..
wateva happens, im here for u..
jus call me if u need anyting k hun..?
rmbr tat i love u even if he doesn't.. =D
*Hugs*

hmm.. guess i better end..
nid to wash up & get ready for sch..
but before i end, here's a little smting to end ur _______ day..
[fill in the blank, according to how ur day went]

You know you live in 2006 when..
1) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.
2) You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
3) The REAL reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't MSN/Friendster.
4) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.
6) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7) You read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.
8) As you read this list, you think about sending it to all your friends
9) AND...you were too busy to notice number 5.
10) You actually scrolled back up to check that there was no number 5.
11) And now you're laughing at your stupidity.

Look out school, here i come wit pants..!!! =Pp
toodles..

eeuuurrrgghhh...!!!
im rotting at home..!!
i hate being stuck at home when my dad's ard..
i HATE him...!!
dun bother asking me why..
coz i myself duno why.. i jus HATE him..!!!

i've got plans - go to yvonne's bdae party..
but yana can't make it.. i can't possible go alone wat..
i'm not a ONE-PERSON person.. [u geddit?]
i dun mind staying home on a sat but if he's around..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...!!!!!!!!!!!!
i NEED to GET OUT of my house...!!!
but where? & with whom.. -sigh-

desparate, i turn to blogging..
here i can say ANYTHING i wan w/o it answering back to me.. =D

i read this story smwhere.. i duno weder u guys have read it b4 or not..

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. One day, when the boy was around two years old, the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages.When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died.

The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

Do you know what were the five words? What is the implication of this story?

The husband just said : "I am with you, darling "

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears.And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

MORAL OF THE STORY
This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship

[ taT's zULaiHa.. *kiSsy-kiSsy* ]

\\ Gd mOrniNg ya'll.. //
i seem to be cheerful today huh..?
ahakz.. guess i woke up on the right side of the bed..

i have nuting much to say jus tat i wud lyk to wish
- Siti Zulaiha - & - Yvonne -
whose bdea falls today, 21/01/2006,
a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY..!!!
may u guys have a very glorious day today...!!
may ur wishes come true & may u be happy ALWAYS
with ur loved ones.. - amin-

*hugs&kisses*

[ tiS iS yvOnNe.. =D ]

i've got nuting to do.. so i blog hop & i stumbled upon tis "survey"..

LAST PERSON THAT..

*\\ Slept in ur bed - Lyk DUH..!! of coz me la..!! *dOinkz*

*\\ Saw u cry - Maself..!! [does tat counts? if heard me cry ten it must be beros. *bOO-hOO*]

*\\ Made u cry - uMm, hym.. =(

*\\ Went to the movies with u - umm, can't rmbr.. was it azreen?? *scratch2*

*\\ You went to the mall with - zu, causeway point.. o.O"

*\\ You went to dinner with - umm.. err.. i eat at hume.. BUDGET..!! =Pp

*\\ You talked on the phone with - oUh.. tat has to be hym.. =D

*\\ Bought you something - fOod cOuntEd? iF yeS, ten it has tO be ZU..!!

WOULD YOU RATHER

*\\ Pierce your nose or tongue? - tOngUe pLz.. =)

*\\ Be serious or be funny? - a liL' biT Of bOth.. caN??

*\\ Drink whole or skim milk? - gOt diFferEncE izIt..? waTs the diFf...??

*\\ Die in a fire or drown? - i waNna diE dUe to aN Old riP aGe oF 100++.. ahakz.. =D

ARE YOU

*\\ Simple or complicated? - aGain, a lil' bit oF bOth.. =D

*\\ Gay? - dO i LoOk lyk a GUY tO u..??

*\\ Lesian? - heLL nO..!! *wtf*

*\\ Hardcore? - uMm.. eRr.. *sCratch2*

*\\ Honest? - i'll be lying if i said i'm honest.. so i'm nOt 100% hOnest.. [ hey wait, i jus told u the truth..! so tat makes me an hOnest persOn..!! ] *beaming*

DO YOU PREFER

*\\ Flowers or angels? - a mixture if possible.. :)

*\\ Grey or black? - umm, black i suppOse..

*\\ Color or Black and white photos? - dezpendS On my mOod.. =P

*\\ Lust or love? - tRuuuUuueeeEE LurvE..!! (^.^)

*\\ M&Ms or Skittles? - M&M's d chOcOlatE meLts in Ur mOuth NOT in uR hanDs.. *gigGLes*

*\\ Rap or rock? - a lil' bit Of tis & a lil' bit Of tat..

*\\ Staying up late or waking up early? - sTayiNg up LATe.. [ wit make-up, dark circles can be concealed.. =D ]

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

*\\ Do you like anyone? - *bLusH* uHuh.. =pP

*\\ Do they know it? - yeps..!! *gRinS*

*\\ Have you ever got so bored you called a friend? - yuP..

DO YOU PREFER

*\\ Being hot or cold? - cOLd.. so Can sNuggLe & cUddLe.. heE..

*\\ Sun or moon? - dA mOoOn..

*\\ Winter or Fall? - dOesN't matter.. is gOnNa takE pLacE anyway..

*\\ Left or right? - riGht..!

RIGHT! WHAT DO YOU WANT

*\\ Where do you want to live? - in a castLe maybe.. *LAME* i dUno.. nV tOt Of it..

*\\ How many kids do you want? - 2 is eNufF.. i tnyk..

*\\ What kind of job do you want? - a jOb tat paYs gUuUd *ka-cHinG*..

UNIQUE

*\\ Are you double jointed? - uMm.. i tnYk..

*\\ Can you roll your tongue? - tatS a BIG no-no.. =(

*\\ Can you raise one eyebrow? - yEp.. Lyk "THE ROCK"

*\\ Can you cross your eyes? - uHuh...!! (>.<)

*\\ Do you make your bed daily? - eRr sOmetyMs..

THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU

*\\ Had a bf - NopE.. No.. dUn haF..

*\\ Bought something - yUp2.. tOps..

*\\ Sang - lyK DUH..!! i siNg EVERYDAY!!

*\\ Been kissed? - oh yeSh..

*\\ Felt stupid? - uHuh.. *lol at mysELf*

*\\ Missed someone? - ya!! miSh hyM deArLy..

*\\ Got drunk? - oh gosH nO..

*\\ Gotten high? - eRr.. nO..

*\\ Danced crazy? - yAa.. [ daNce naKed wIt yaNa.. BUT oNi in ma HEAD ]

*\\ Gotten your hair cut? - No WAY.. wasTed..!! i waNa Be RePunzul.. =Pp

*\\ Watched cartoons? - gOt.. whO dOesn't..?

*\\ Lied? - DUH.. eSpeciaLLy tO my teaChers.. FOOLS..!!

wat a day..
its such a waste of tym goin' to school taday..
imagine ur day as follows..

• woke up a 6 40am
• left home for sch at 7 30am
• reached b.batok mrt station at 8 o5 am
• waited for zu till 8 15am [ plus minus ]
• reached school at 8 30am [ S&W suppose to start at 8 am ]
• found out to our dismay tat S&W was cancelled
• proceed to the gym
• left gym at 9 30am
• the next class was at 10am
• when its tym for the 10 am class, again to our dismay, CANCELLED
• proceed to the CCA open house for the freshies
• 3rd class is at 11 30am
• hung ard till 10 30am & my fren told me tat there's no class..!!

wtf.. the freakin' teachers cud at least freakin' tell us tat that thier freakin' class is freakin' cancelled..!! urgh!! waste tym & waste transport money.. STOOPID wit the capital "S"!!

toodles..

hey hey..

did nuting much today..

jus lepak2 oni..

nuting much to do at hum..

nuting happened at sch also..

i guess tis is a VERY boring day..

talked to hym jus now..

*smiles*

miss hym lyk hell ah..

k k..better stop wit the mussy tingy..

or u guys gonna start to puke.. ahhaa..

i stole tis FHM poker card with features "steph song"

i stole it from tempeh.. ahakz.. [a fren of mine & i call him tempeh.. ]

he titn't even realise oni when he tap his ez-link

tat he called me up & ask.. ahakz..

silly him..

i tnyk i'm getting old ah..

my fren's fren sms-ed me & said tat he's [x], a fren of [A]

i haf 2 frenz by the name of [A]

so i tot it was [A1]..

we sms-ed & he started askin me Qs regarding abt [B]..

i was as blur as sotong..!

i kept askin him how he knew abt [B] & he said from the pics we took..

for a moment i tot i had a stalker.. *yikes*

but he xplained to me & finally i knew which [A] he was refering to..

silly me.. ahakz..

i'm in contact wit all of [A2]'s fren but not him..

urgh.. is he avoiding me or smtin..?? haiz..

it's so easy for guys to move on..

wish i could haf tat kind of willpower.. *in a day-dreamin mode...*

oh well..

as the saying goes.. "Life Goes On.."

gtg go now..

having 2 phase test tomorrow & i've not studied..

not EVEN a bit.. *yikes*

toodles..

hey hey..

jus got home & the 1st i did was sit infront of my com..

i can be a geek if tis goes on huh.. ahakz..

still in my sch uni.. beg still crossed over my shoulders..

& i still haven't remove the socks im wearing..!

reli no joke.. ahakz..

today's the 1st day for them students..ahaha..

wat a sight.. usually, the sch will be so deserted..

but NOO.. not today.. the canteen was FULL HOUSE.

no space for me n my frnz to sit.. all tanx to the freshies..ahaha..

we were practically standing in the middle of the canteen

lookin' desperately for a table but to no avail..

only after a few mins did we manage to sit down..

i scanned the whole canteen.. hoping to spot her but again,

to no avail.. wonder how was her 1st day.. khekhe..

i tynk i'll msg her later & ask..

dun reli noe wat to do after tis entry..

of coz i'll change out of my uniform la but after tat im clueless..

maybe i'll read a book or smting ah to polish up on my reading skill.. =Pp

*roll-eyes*

[ pics of my buddies.. there's dam, razzi, zues, zu,lina, dila, min, flash, jeff & me..! =D ]

guess i'll end my entry here.. maybe i'll write anoder entry at the end of the day..

tke cre & haf a wonderful day.. =)

toodles..

here's how the day when by..

• got up ard 10 plus..
• followed my darling mummy to the market..
• had my lunch.. [nasi lemak - yummy]
• got ready to go to fandi's open huse..
• met my besties at yew tee..
• the kecoh-ness starts..
• stopped 1 bus-stop b4 the actually destination..
• reached fandi's new crib at ard 3 40++..
• had a fairly small portion of bee hoon noodles & some kuehs.. [yummy]
• chilled for a while & left the place at ard 4 30++..
• proceed to town, P.S to be presice..
• walked for a few mins & headed to the esplanade..
• bought marsh-mellow, strawberry & oreo dip in choco..
• sat along the side of the sea/river..
• talk crap & shared problems for abt 3 + hrs..
• supposedly wanting to head hume but had the craving for BURGER RAMLY..
• so we went down to Boon Lay..
• i bought 2 beef burgers.. [for mummy & myself]
• only ten did we finally headed hume..

tats my day summarised in point forms.. too tired to type.. tomorrow's the 1st day for the new batch of students.. ahaha.. reminds me for my 1st day at sch.. *yikes*

toodles..

see i duno why i LIKE you so much..
i gave u all of my trust..
i told u.. i LOVE you..
now tat's all down the drain..
u put me thru pain..
i wanna let u noe how i feel..

FUCK wat i said - it dun mean shit now
FUCK the presents - might as well throw 'em out
FUCK all those kisses - it didn't mean jack
FUCK u, u JERK - i DUN WAN u back

u tot u cud keep tis shit from me..?
yeah, u burn ASSHOLE - i saw the pic..
u played me u even give her head..
now u asking 4 me back..
u're jus anoder hag..
look ELSEWHERE 'coz ur done wit me..

FUCK wat i said - it dun mean shit now
FUCK the presents - might as well throw 'em out
FUCK all those kisses - it didn't mean jack
FUCK u, u JERK - i dun wan u back

u questioned - did i care?
u can ask anyone..!
i even said u were my great one..
now it's over..
but i do admit im sad..
it hurts real bad..
i can't sweat tat coz i loved a jerk..

FUCK TIS CRUEL LOVE LIFE OF MINE...!!!!

FUCK HIM...!!

FUCK ALL BOYS WHO'RE BIG FAT LIARS..!!

ROT IN HELL U MUTHAFUCKER..!!

I HATE U..!!

• ANGRY
• PISSED
• ANNOYED
• FEEL AS IF I'M BEING PLAYED
• MAD
• FURIOUS
• SAD
• FUCKED-UP
• DISSAPPOINTED
• HEART-BROKEN
• TORMENTED
• SHATTERED
• I FEEL LYK A FOOL

If u have the guts to do wat ur're doing then haf the guts to tell me wat ur're doin ASSHOLE..!!Dun bother asking me what's wrong wit me coz my answers gonna be : EVERYTHING..!!

Ans a lil' advice.. dun provoke me or ask me STUPID ques coz im NOT IN THE MOOD..!!!

U've hurt me tym & tym again.. I can't go on lyk this forever..

" Why Don't U Go Your Way & I'll Go Mine.. Live Your Life & I'll Live Mine.. You'll Do Well & I'll Be Fine.. "

i'm freakin' cold..

woke up to cool weather..

slpt lyk a baby jus now..

woke up at 8 20 jus now when my cell rang..

sch was fine xcept for the extreme

cold classroom tat i had to endure..

i reli nid to get sch pants.. ahakz..

new batch of students registering for ite bb..

wat was goin' thru their brains when they chose ite bb..??

the sch building itself is pathetically pathetic..

no source of FUN in the sch..

` all the best guys.. =)

my pay is gone.. in jus a few blinks.. haiz..

pay her back & pay him back..

bought some majorly imp. stuff & tats it..

poof goes my money..

& wat a bad tyming it will be for her to ask for money..

urgh..!! cud u at least ustd..? argh..!!

toodles..

haiz..

it's tat tym of the month..

..PERIODS..

i HATE it..!!

everyting seems to be irritating to me..

hym..

my mom..

my online frenz...

even the norm Ques they ask seems Stupid, wit the capital "S" to me..

hormones flying all all parts of my body..

grr.. i hate periods..!!

they make my "angry" side come out..

im feelin' down now..

y can't he at least TRY to like the tings i like..??

i mean, i try to adapt to wat he likes..

why can he do the same..?

if he loves me then y can't change a bit or sacrifice..??

i'm begining to tnyk tat he's NOT d ONE..

we're 2 diff ppl from 2 walks of life..

i duno la..

lettin' go is hard to do..

but holding on is EVEN HARDER..

oh god, y is my love life f*#ked-up..?

y can't u jus let me be wit **** & let me lead a happy life..?

i beg u.. plz...

- ` it's sad when ur REALITY & DREAMS don't match ` -

slamat hari raye haji...!!
rain again today...
cool weather..
feelin' much better now..
oni cough & flu..
my fever has subside.. *yahoo*

visitd my granny today..
reached ard 3+ & left at 6 30pm..
just a short visit..

took some pics..

[ that my niece, nadiyah.. she's so adorable.. =) ]

[ taufik, my nephew.. ]

[ nad's "Baby Minnie" shoes.. ]

[ me & mummy.. =D ]

toodles..

rain the whole day today..

nice weather for a person who isn't sick..

im down wit fever, cough & flu..

urgh..

not a very good tyming..

was sick last hari raya haji too..

[ i now todae's not hari raye haji yet,

but tomolo is & i will still be sick.. ]

wen to my gerlfren's huse today..

caught in the rain along the way to her huse..

[ nvm.. for my besty, i'll do anyting ]

she was devastated..

i pitied her..

he meant the world to her..

yet he doesnt realise it..

-sigh-

guys.. they never noe how much we mean to em'

untill we leave them..

by then, it'll be all too late..

feelin' a bit dizzy..

i've alredi taken my medicine.. [ WOW ]

ahakz.. dun reli lyk taking medicine..

i have a hard tym swallowing pills..

ahakz.. *blush*

toodles..

jus woke up bout an hour ago..
i slpt abt 11hrs.. [8 till 7 +]
ahaha..pretty long huh..?
it must be due to the weather..
it rained all day..

works was ok.. but it wasnt as bz as friday nyte..
i talked to a customer.. a nice guy.. simon was his name..
ahakz.. he was a laugh.. he claims that he's a SHY person..
ahaha.. but he wasnt when he was wit me..
he titnt mix ard.. his fren took him along to up wit a group of frenz..
i asked y he didnt mixed ard.. he say "malu la" [shy]
ahaha.. had a long chat wit him..
he was dancing where the group of frenz was n i asked..
"y dont u wan to go down to the main arena n dance..?"
he said.. "shy la.. must wait till' my frenz follow..!"
*giggles*
he's kind enuff to let me clear the glasses..
his table was in a mess.. gosh.. u shud haf seen it..
they celebrated sm1's bdae n i got to taste abit of it.. wEeE..
it was Swensen's ice-cream cake.. yuMMy..~~!!!
it's was about 4 30 n the dj has stop the music..
but 3 ang moh stooges made a sense..
they want one more song..
urgh..!!
i felt like punching them..
we were waiting for them to go hum before we cud start clearing..
& there they were, holding every1 up..
- god damn u ppl..!! -

after werk.. me fyza n d oder guys
proceed to Shah Alam to haf a very early breakfast..
i had bee hoon grg & crysenthemum tea..*sLurp..*
headed hum after tat..
saw a few CD trucks n rmbr tat an exercise will be held..
had a gutsy feelin' tat we cudnt board d train..
true enuff, we're directed to a nearby bus-stop to
take a shuttle bus..
i alighted a city hall mrt sta & took 111 hume..
slept thru the bus journey.. *heavenly*
ahakz.. d moment i got hume, i went strait to the showers
& BAM to la-la-land..

he called me 8 15.. *smiles*
he said he wanted to go parkour-ing..
im positive he'll reach hume 12 plus..
worried he's gonna be tired at sch tomolo..
the weather made it worst..
raining leads to slippery floors n railing..
" f*ck cre the weather.. parkour.take it to d xtreme. "
grr.. o.O"

still thinking abt the proposition..
told hym about it..
Surprisingly, he was ok wit it..
he said.." it's up too u weder u wan to take up the job or not..
but weder u take up the job or not i'll still be here. "
awww.. but, if it's possible, he wudnt want me to go for it..
he's afraid tat ppl might get the wrong idea of me werkin as a waitress in a club..
*sigh*

lots of stuff to do after tis..
mainly, getting redi my sch stuff.. haiz..
sch week.. here we go again.. =(
toodles..

urgh..!!
wat a day yesterday was..
packed.. smokey..LOUD, BLASTING house music..
aiyoyo.. *headache*
me legs are killing me now.. specially the front part of the base of the foot..
all tanx to high heels.. grr..
wearin' shoe todae.. for sure..

still pondering wit the proposition tat seri [i/c of the house dept.] came out wit..
jus one day of werking & a golden opportunity is rtye before me..
as much as i want to go for it, i'm also reluctant to go ahead wit it..

he, dispise me for werkin yesterday..
he's totally against the idea of me werkin' at a club..
he say by werkin in a club its HARAM..
wtf se.. he handles wit liquor at sch..
he drinks.. he noes tat i handles wit liquor d oder tym i werk..
so y is he makin a big fuss abt it..?
jus bcoz its in a club doesnt mean im selling my body..
for god's sake, im jus clearing the tables..!!

furthermore, im HEPLING my parents out..
im financially tight..
[im NOT trying to gain any sympathy from this]

y cant he understand me..?
he never listens to me..
i give in when his hard-headed self gets in the picture..
i've been patient wit hym for almost a year now..
i duno how much longer i cant stand hym..

he sms, "Wat! u keje mos?!! kau jgn carik aku lagi. "
i cried!! i actually cried!!
[ask fyza if u dun believe me]
how cud he do tis to ME..?
how cud u ____.. how cud u..!!
after all tat i've done.. tis is wat i get in return..
it sure doesn't pay to be kind..
*sigh*

i'll tynk i end here.. tears are starting to roll down..
- i love you. plz dun leave me -

Hey ya'll..
finally, i've [somesort] finished my blog.. *yeah*
how izit? izit ok?
took me a very long tym to figure out where goes where n etc..
i stayed up till 4 30am to get my biodata, tagboard & some oder few stuffs up..
today, i inserted the song, links n cursor..
titn't expect blogging to be hard werk.. ahakz..
but lyk wat yana said.. [translated] "after u've finished setting up ur blog, all u've got to do the nx tym round is jus create an entry.."
i hope she's ryte.. =D

nutin much happen today..
woke up at 9+, rushed to sch tynkin' tat class started at 10 30..
[supposedly starts at 11 am]
had lunch wit my frenz n headed back hume.
& once i step into my room, the 1st ting i did was
- switching on the com -
ahakz.. tats me.. nutin beta to do..

werking later at 9..
at MOS.. i duno how it will turn out but im positive i'll turn out good..
i mean.. wat can possobly happen at a club..?
besides, im werkin as a waitress.. its not as if im selling my nody or anyting..
y tit she say "asal kau nk keje kat tmpt mcm tu?"
wat does she mean by tat?
izint the same if she step into a club..?
tis is the 2nd tym she's "disapproving" when it comes to werkin..
shudnt she be more supportive.. URGH..!!
guess i'll end ryte here..
nid to dig through my wardrobe [& shoe-rack] for the appropriate workin attire..
toodles.. =)