i jus dun understand why YOU guys hate me. i mean for god sake, what wrong haf i done to you guys? izit becoz i haf smting u dun and u're trying to make my life miserable by getting back at me thru my blog? or izit because maybe ur jealous of me? and to get back at me, u mock and humiliatate me or shud i say TRY to humiliate me here over at my blog.

tsk3. how kental and shallow can u guys get.

here over at the blogging world, no identities can be revealed. so i assume tats y u choose to "disturb " me by using this mean. lets take the tag-board for example. my name is eL and i hate this gerl by the name of "joyah". i can replace my name, eL to somthing totally different like "su" or a more commonly used name - "yana." [ gf, im not trying to get u involved, jus giving an example. ]

so u hate me. ok. good for u. but deal with it coz i can deal with people hating me. i hate somebody too but tat doesnt gif me the permission to "disturb" tat person. i'll wait for retribution coz i strongly believe in karma baby! im mature enough to noe tat in this life, i cant possible ask EVERYONE to like and adore me. even superstars have people hating tem. but in superstars cases, i fully understand why people can and will hate tem. but me? im no superstar. im no hot shot tat attracts attention where ever i go. oh no im not. im jus normal average person like YOU haters who live her life normally and making mistakes along the way.

if i ever make mistakes point it out. teach me. coz im no lil' Miss Perfect. i human too, you noe.

hate me? confront me. tell me right into my face tat u hate me, tat u despise me. i'll swallow it somehow or anoder. but must u shallow-ers [ my lingo for shallow people ] take it out on me and at the same time CONCEAL ur identities??

oh come on now. show urself. be the "brave" you tat was BRAVE enuff to mock me on my tagboard. let me gif u anoder mean of mocking me. try my friendster. my nickmane is - eL - try mocking me there.

can't? wundn't? scared?

tot so. coz y? pics are there, well unless u put no pics of urself. then again, u'll be AGAIN a shallow-er.

grow up - is all i can say to u shallow-ers out that. i can safely say tat i speak for all bloggers when i say tat u guys shud get a life and stop ruining our lives. tell u wat. try setting up a blog. pass me ur blog addy. i'll mock u ANONYMOUSLY. see how it feels tat to be in our position.

i've been immuned to the hurtful remarks u guys cater for me. i've gone thru & received so, so, SO much more than wat u've guys haf laid out for me. this is jus a small piece of shit. so u've got 2 choices - either STOP ur useless mocking and critisising coz it obviously doesn't haf any effect AT ALL on me OR u can still continue with ur endless mocking and critisising till one day, ur puny brain gets a knock and u'll come to ur senses tat doing fruitless things like this gets u nowhere and tat it reflects tremendously on ur mindset/etc.

and with tat, i've finish with wat i wan to say to u shallow-ers out that. do ponder about wat i've jus laid out for u guy. reflect on it. i hope i made it simple enuff for u puny brain-ed guys to understand wat im trying to say.

PERIOD.