how can a person's love life sux to the point where she's in a desperation state? i jus dun geddit. when i dun show enuff concern, i get DISSED. tat i understand. but wat wat i dun understand is that i get DISSED even when i show concern. wtf. izint it better for me to show concern ten me NOT showing concern? urgh. my life sux ppl. it sux BIG tym.

this few days, somethings not ryte. i jus haf a freakin' feelin tat my history, is repeating itself. where haf i gone wrong? wat mistake did i do tis tym round? its frustrating. im neither sure nor unsure of wat is the current situation.

yes, u werk & u're tired but EVERYDAY?? smting's amiss. previously u werk too. afternoon shift. still, u had time & energy to talk longer with me. y the drastic/sudden change?

the period of tym whereby u didnt contact me & spent less talk-tym with me, it due to her. so izit the same tis tym round but only tat this tym its an anoder her? i duno. i reli dun. i can only assume & predict coz u're not tellin me anything.

" am i not gud enuff for u? dun i deserve to haf ur love? am i not up to ur expectation? am i not fit enuff for u to call me yours? "

if only we cud trade places for a day. u'll be me & i'll be u. tat'll be an eye-opener. too brain exhausted to cont'd blogging.