its 6 42 in the morning.. AND I CAN'T GET BACK TO SLP..!!!
izit bcoz i'm xcited for the later event or cud this be an omen..? sigh.
my tummy hasn't been in its best behaviour. it better behave later on.
*behave i tell ya. Oh BEHAVE.*
the moment i woke up, off to the toilet. urgh. i tink it was the xtra
spicy macoroni soup i had a besties's huse. it was delicious though.

i hope i'll make it thru. i pray tat my passion will come true. i so badly
want to make it true. =)

wat will i say? how will i stand? wat if cat got my tongue? argh!!!
STRESS sia. to tell u the truth, i was practically shaking jus by
reading the T&C. yes. JUS BY READING. it made my heart thump.
*THUMP.THUMP.THUMP.THUMP.THUMP.*
if reading makes me go queasy n all, how will i feel later on? im
sure i will get the fluffy butterfly in my tummy tingy. i hate it!!
wat if i vomit? wat if i pee in my pants? wat if... wat if.. ARGGGHHH!!!

lol. sheesh, get a grip eL. im jus scaring myself by saying all this. i shud
inhale..[breathe in] exhale..[letting go all my worrys]
inhale again & exhale. nw, tats better. =)

talked to hym yesterday. he was damn tired yet he stayed up jus to
talk to me. *beaming* i apologise for wat i said & he hushed me.
he said to jus forget it. (= wEeEe.. im so happy..!! i asked if he read my
blog and he said yes. i guess wat i wrote yesterday xplain everything
tats in my heart and im so glad tat he understands. *hearts u* he
said to msg me regardless of whether i get thru or not. *cross-fingers*

i think i better get goin. get a few more hrs of shut eye. i'll do me guud.
so long ya'll. gd morning!! =) bdw, dun forget to tag..!!
toodles..